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ȴΪڴİջأĻͷɨ̼ĳӣڳ档һĻ쳣ֲѪȣǣػΣҲ˶١
ķ벻ԽᷢϣҲ޷Ϊһ˵ȻŪôĪĵط
вĳ࣬дƵķɫĿζԼԡǳͷԵĳͷ
ȡ
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ѵֻԸһû֪ʬ塣󸹷һ䡣
Ķҵĺӣ˰ɣŮ˷չޣ˵ڵһСݶȥ
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Ůɷϣȫ˶աķԭм̳һ֪֪ҽĸ׻ɫ
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¶õϢõķҲֻܴӳϹȴĳңԣķ˵Ҳûбʶȣ̩϶֪ڵȲ֪Ҳ֪ĹңλŵȫԭʳĿԸ׵Ŀ־塣
һԲɲһĬĬ´Сһ壬ܴһξ͵Ʈʮ￪ɡҲûҵ˯ôãо޵ģվڵ޻ϡһĲȣˤŵϽסأòǱ
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ԡΪӣӣ㸸Ҳ㣬˯ôãҲԹ˰ɣ˵ʲôʲôӦĸ׺𣿡˵棬ִǰͳһ鿧ɫĲʳݸķ㡣
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ϰӣ̾һֵĶ˰׵ĶԻԲȥҵģ
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һ̬ûȥעķı飬˵ŮļСΪӴȣԹԵͳһңʵ¬ȣģùʱ㻹ûѡƽ쵽ĶǴķͭҡķ˵ǽġĶӣ......ŮŤżŭ
ʲô¬ͭķķķ±ˣΪȷ˹ңİĻҵλô򵥰˿̸Щ
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ķһŭͻȻϨȥľأˮʱӿ
ΪʲôҪôǸ˰ڡ

2 ĸı

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ķ㱯ᣬ·걻ֻĵĲʺ壬ȫءļͷŭҲˡ
ת˲ʹ۾϶϶©©ǽ￴ߵͣƫҪúÿķң죡
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Ͼȥ˾켪øĶʱǽ˵㣬ֻǼա
ھӴȻЩʱڲִ٣ᰴϰߣ˵ǿߴĹǰõĻӣҸʵǵھӲأ˾ǳͷ۵Լҡ
˫ȵĿмʣû뵽ɼҼŮûױǮáϵŮá
ǵģǵģ׼˾ɷܼ䣬ʹӻؼҡ
ûע⵽Զһľſڣվһʮꡣǲмϸǻᷢһ˿į
졣һϸŮ
͵һתͷؿڣԹĸףˡ
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ʧ֮ĸף˵ĶƨɸԲܶӣ˵ĶӲ÷ĥںûмױȢֻǶһڷٰȢмױϱˡ
Ůҭסڨڨ˿ڣĶҵķǸ.¶ڷ磬ھǼǮۿޣ
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յſͺĶȥѵܵǽл׼ˡΪɷŮȰ˴ߣҪ¡
ķʱڿԼϵϼ룬ǰʱ⻰Թԡߡ·׵ߣоһĿͷɨ
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ص˽ϲ˵ﶼҿóʵǻϲģӴԺðˣܸ룬ͼﶼкôô᲻Ӧֻǵע⣬ëˡȰ֪ˣһذɡ
⵽û˵
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תͷƼɷѾġүϣ׹ȥ֡
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ϵĳ࣬յøˣǡ˵ıģѾϴˣǮȸԼһŶʽװ൱һװ¡ҵôûһõóֵĹŶأܻһǡﲼš
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ڼδŮǮΡķ˳ż䵽Ŀյ̰˫̥ܵܡ
ŲȵĳʯӶҲۣ·һСˮķӵӰ￴Լò޲Դ˫Ŀ
һۺ񰢸ǱߵϸƻǸӡˡԼУȴӡе𣬺֣˵ĸо
ǿɫϷɫǳ˫Ƥǰ......ķ㲻ȥˡǰҲ壬ųЩ͵ģԼȻڴ
ʵٻûȫ˵ڣ϶ҲڳԴ˫Ŀǣķ˵һƤһһЦǳ˵̬˵Ĺ졣
Һ찵òô壬Ͻ뿪ˮֵֹֹģ˵ĸоΪȿԭ

3 ˫̥ܵ

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һģһĳСҡҡλεܹķվûƽʱԭĸ׿ɣһһС˵ĽУôСĺǰûԡ
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ķս˫ֲſסԼûŰͯΪûԼû
ˣԼ𣿡ķ㱾ǳŭ˵ĻһҲޡԭƽһӣûд˵Ҳ˹ԣǺ𲻴
ҾҪ㱳밤𣿡ܵװŴ˵ӣ
Сֱܵ˵Ҷ߲ˡ
ķֱ飬ʮܱ꣬ĺ
߲ǾŰɣһȥȻ˹ǳ˾ˡ˵žߡĹֻҪ·ͱ
վסСˣҽվס
ķ˼ͷҲءңʱܳȥûл·ȻѾƴˡ
С̧ܵŸȥ߰ɣ˵ˡ
ܵ۵ıزǰߡ
˫̥ܵܲڼ緹ṩǡΪļ˾˵ʮǰ£Ҫ
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ּһ𣬼ȹ죬˼ƾϰæûʲô׼ģץѴӽȻϲþǼƮŹȿǵϡ࣬һһŶƤϴš
աʡԭȵһ룬м
ķ֪йŴ˼Һܶǲóģһֻٷǿߴ񲻶ʡʵҲ٣ֻȣ죬͵óȥæũˡҲ൱緹
Ƕһȥÿ춨Сˣʱײ˸଺ͳɵıӣķԵǿ鲻塣
˭ԭԵԶֻֻ࣬ڸɺϡˡ
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ķվűߣšָĸĹϵƽȵģҲӪ͵Ĳϣԭ֪кܴƫķ㿴ɵһ˲ȻоİĪķ̣һӴţŮòġ
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ķָ˴ͷ˵㸸״ʱĸڸʲô
ĶԳԷ𣿡
ķϽ˵ԣóľʹϡࡣ
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ѣķ㸹ţǵǼѣʹȻ
Ķ⸱ӣϰΪҪһ飬ɷҲ
ͷƼŵĻӣüͷһ棬˵ϨɣˣĳԽһʢȥ㸸׸ܵǶˡ
šķһӦ
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ķŴľͰ;ЪһΣǰˮˡСݵģȴСӦǳĽҪ˵ǰ뵽쿹ġ
ݣ˫̥û˯ڴڵ
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4 ̵Ľ׼

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Ǹ㲻ᡣ
ķѹŭ뵽˵ļױ˵ԭĽ˺Ҳ׼ױ顣
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ѽǰһ͵ϰġɼ̫ĸϣȻˡ¬ȣƵġķ֮ǰö¬ȣȷģа߶ˣ϶ǰӲҡйʱͨĻҾӸͭǮѵ......ҴԽ˹Ŵӡȣ
죬ǲǱҪԽйĳȻĸˡֶһ£ƫԾ......
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ķ㲻ر۾ͻȻ˫̥еСܴܵЦˣ磬ղźŵ÷ء˵棬ܺӵСҲͣЦƺЩ̡
ķعݺݵصһۣ£ΪʲôҪ¡ûмױ޳ȥŮҵ𣿡
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˫̥Ŵͣ·Ĳʶˡ
ô˵Ļû˾͸Һɷ򣬵......
ʲôķ˫̥ߣ˵վԱߵգǣĴǸ˾ң
˫̥оһѹȸУͷ
ķϽĵôˣСʲô
ѵȥ֪ǲᣬϴ˯ɣȥϴ衣˯ƣ˲ӿûԱûѣ˯ˡ
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ʱķſ¶ͯ棬֪ôشԹԾͷļ޸ͷӣֻһᣬŴԽ죬̶û죬ˡҡҡͷ
ķ׼ţͻȻ뵽ʲôʵ𣿡
ӾͿߴ󣬱Ҫ붼Сôѵ㲻֪
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ҲҪǮ˵˽һ¡ķ˸ɣʡ
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ͣķǸʲôã֪ˣǸͬһա
ոմʱڽ׼Ĺӡˣֻԭ֪ʲôնѡȷ˵ӡĹȣĴӼյȼѾˮˣķô֪ܲ
СܵѧŴ˵ӣҡͷԣŮ˵ӾǱʲôֲ
ֵܵܵļ˵Ķʶ٣ֻȥ
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񣿲µòĻеǽ
ķͻȻЩθҲöˣܵýʳʵ⣺Ƚмʶ֪ڹĹ˭й𣿡

5 ĪԶ

֪֪ܸܵϽ˵ҿ򳤽ǰϵ򱱷񣬿гǻܵİ˰ʹۣлǹϰ˾Ÿͷ
Ҳˣ˾Ҳڸ˵Сܵܲں󸽺͵ֵķ㣺Ҫ뿴׵ʱҪĵġ
ǹʱӡȣĪԶ˰ʹۣ񰡣ͳһĪԶ۹Ļʵ۰˰͡
ҾȻԽ
˯ɣȥϴˡķ˫̥ĶоƮƮġ
˫̥ϴۣĶ˵˺ö໰ǰôˡֻǺÿϧ䡰ˣȴҪˡ
ķ׼ˮϴģǰӡһֻϴ裬ʵԶﴫҪֽɵģĶϴ裬ֻҷѲˮѣ˾һ
ǣ˫̥ҪϢǧͷҲûˮˡ
ķ￪ʼǰ˽һЩ߽֪ʶϧӡȵĴڸĲǿǧʱǷѵģͳơûϵͳʷУҪ˵УǾڽ̡ûʲôڽķ㣬ͶЩûȤȥ˽⣬˵ǵڽ˵ҲǼĸں͡ôӴָӵϵһѧйĹԱ˳ŵĲȥо
ҺǰӡȵӰһǡǡǽİ˰ʹĳİ£ĪԶе˽⡣
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սĲ˵ġôȥ˼ҳôķ㰡ķ㣬㶼޸ͷˣụ̂ҪսңζŻֻӡŮ˵߿
ԼĹüޡ
ҲûӳĪԶصһйŴȥԶӣҲ֪ǲеġ
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ʷѧòӡȵĹûĸʱڳģûȡǸˣٺãȹ񣻻òãū
ķ̾һ
ȴ֪ɷѾˣһľŵţŶġ
һ̾Ϣպñŭ˲˴ȳ⣺ĶСˣ丸ĸԸĸ𣿡
ķһϽվ·ûˣĿӦȫ½Ȼû˻ˡ
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ҲˣѾǵڶοŮ¶̬ͻȻЩĻţɷ򣬶ûĻƷ
˳Ŀ⿴ȥԼһ̨£˵ķ˾ͽûʱ䣬ˣһ𴲣ĸ׸аħһҸĶĿһֱסתͷȥѹſ꣬âڱĹС
һ£˵......òǮΪ˾......ˣֲǰޣ벻˾һ
ķһֱſɵıӰʧǰŲĿ⡣
ߣ˵֪𣿰ԭϲģϧѾˡȢȢ㣬ΪãҲáάѾʮˣһӣֻҪҸԶ㡣
ôƷ̰ټһ޳ܡķͷʹѣסͷڵϣôֵ֪ܲܣӲ֡
ڡҡһˣһƾ͵ԭܵģռ˼ҵ壬Ȩл

6 ħϡˣһ

ڡҡһˣһƾ͵ԭܵģռ˼ҵ壬Ȩл
ķվû
λĸ׵۾װĸֺáķ֪Ҫ黹ûнʵڲӦˣߵԼòϯǰ׼˯
Ȼ׷ɷһһ£תͷȥ
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ɴӿ㶵ͳһҶӹŵĶݸָָķ㡣
ųǰ·ʲôش
ɣúŪһŪ첻̫ʧ񣬱ϾѾǰˡ...Ǳߺ򡣡˵
䣺ϾѾǰˡûԥŶķߡ
Ķҵĺӡ
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ķ̱ڴϣһ̴̫͹ˡ

12 һѣ

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13 һ

ķʱѡ޵ʵξǳʦ峴ըFhӺ決ȴһ㡣
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14 

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15 ˭Ǹ

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16 ˻ϲ˳

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ķ֪һ뿪άҪ֮ǰбҪһҪ̫ˡ
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Űϼһϼһûľոҹɡ
һ˺Ĭϴû˹ķ㣬Ȼѡ˸ĵطһϯӣͽʳٽʳ·ڴ磬һһεشʹ巢ѿ
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ܰ˭ûк飬Ҳûķ㡣ͳ˯˸ԼҵĵأȥȥҲû˹ܡ
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ķԸҪӣҲġӡ굹ͬ⣬ǴӲԸ⣬Ƶġ
ķӣֲҪǶƤӵ¡
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Ͷһ۸мάʱˣˬķڴ˷ʩǿаɹɻָ˿ͷϾֻһӣðѺӵͷ档
ķ㻹ӵһۣΪάҪȥӡ
֪ˣķЩڣ޲ôԼһӣĲ˺ùµĵԡ
Ķյˮϴϴ˶ˣ˿Ҳ⣬㿪ʼʹķ㡣
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ķպˮԼϴ
ķΪǲٱأȻûʲô飬ΪѵذǰϲѧɡȻæ档
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ķСϯٴʱ򣬰ѾȲҡ
Ҳ湻ĵģ첻ؼˣҲŮû
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ķһӡͣ
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вܻм˿άˡѾԳߣķ㻹һһŶԸˡ
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Ŷԭ
ĻԽԽ࣬ķ㻥ͣķ֪Լ׵ˣΪ˺Ҫܾòƽ顣֪ǣѾ˺ܶຢˡСǵҲΨһġСֵϵģʵһӵйӡʹʹҲľˡ
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ķ˵֣һϲúŸȾҲֳһЦݣգǺףԸ
ѽҪҪҲĸ֣ķѵüȤ
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˵Ͻϴԣ˵ÿģԲֻΪܿࡣΪʲôͶ̥ϺԣһҪԼ׼˻Ϳȴͣκ˶ӶᣬԼҪϽǿ󣬱......
һһ㶵ģ·һ촰ǰֻ֪ҪԼԼΪѹԼ̰һɾˡԭһ˼̫ˣⲻģ˼
ķԼ岻ѣֻˡΡ˵Ƥë͸ҽùûʣû©
άûô壬˰죬Ƴİʵ㻳ﱧʲô
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ŵʱ򣬸ʲڴЩ˵²ڣûĸ䲻˿ĺö׼ʱļƻ֮һ
ЦάҲý
˵ҶʼƯκɯҲܰ׵
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ά˵ˣ֪˭ıҽҲԣǸ˽ˡɲôǮɢͭķҲ᲻
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ģû˶ҺãءҪŻҡķ뵽ȥʱˡ
ĺӡά̲סĨᣬֱס
ķ㲻ϰ߸ܣϽѳǿ߰ɣһֱɤӺԱߵ˻Ϊǳء
ĸףٿޣ۾ͻˣûҪ
Ů˼ӿ˲ӣû͸ǰҪϵϡ
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ļˣ˵ϣҵĶ˿һԲָʹӰѡҡĸʲ˺üţų㡣ң뷨ĸȥķ㼸ˣѶһʹһ٣Ǵ
뵽ǰϵġҰܡҲŭӿ˿ߥޣ綯ɱġ
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ûҪŮ1Ҫһд͸ʲôģķĨ˲һšǰ󺰣Ϲ۵죬Ӯˡ
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ر̫书ᵽ־Ϊһ塣ķҲ볣˲ͬòĴָ̯ƽʳָ֮ķ϶룬ָɢһһֻ˳Ų£ƬϾͺһ
ķүүĹ򣬺һɷǵĻ棡ֻ۵Ŀ͹Լֻʮ֮һˡڵָиǲ̫ԶûУȻСʵʵ뿪ɡͨŮҲϷߣۻҡ
ϧѽ˷װ⡣˼Ҳ£ǵʽҲǼŮҪϵĵطмһ飬˼עصϡɯҪĻߣҲ塣˵ĹŶﳤ۵ǸӣĻϣ˽عԣͱˡ
ܿȹӸĺãüϸСһףһʼΪԼϸյˡ
˿᲻ôƯȹӣΧͬɫϵɯ׼򡣳ǰ˳ҴĿ͵˿ջϷǮϵøͭˡ
Се⣬˵Ҳٿ֣һͷ¿ӻ𾢡
Ϊʲô¿ӣںٱ
·ߵӤҲܣѱķϡǼ˼ӣĳҲԽԽӲ룬ǲģĻ˸˨ˡСŪģſˮٺٺɵЦ
ǿҺû͵ӣڳʲô
......ڹȶķϣķһִںӡСĸо
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ⲻ˱ˡעҪǴ硰桱ڨķ㵱ȻϻһԭԼá󡱡
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ķǻһ˵ǳɻ󣺰˵ũǶˣũҵϸȱ˿ڣ˲Ŷԣô
СԵʲôе
С̿ĵָǺǺЦͣ
ǣˣˣά󼱡Ǯһһ˰һˮҲûȣҶŵĿ଱һûó֪ķҲûԣŻһáãԸˡ˵ϽǮĲݶ⡣
ǮάٸͭķԭûЩԼʧ̬ĵһӦķѴһǮˣһ룺վ
ķ㶺С̿Цһܹԣҳȥûܡ
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Ѷǿٳǵú۴ޡ
Ķ...ķ㣬ˣԾͳԵɣĸһά㱻ı˺ܶࡣԽԽУҲ׶顣˿ĸ黳ѹסǣӶֲӡ

32 ı֮

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ջ̵ߣӴĶӭˣĿͷ᲻ãȻҲס𡣱ʱŵģҵ취סʱպס¡
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άķͬʱվάңǻǡ
ķ㵣ʲôʱ򻻳Ҹˣ
ȫԼǰķ㣬˲ʮ͡뷴άֵ
ȥôʹ㣿Ǵ˭֪ʱţ𣿡άһʱ嶯˼ңȫǱķƸǣˡȥһƣ֪ķﶥ£ôû졣뵽ĪʶӣΪԼȷģٲÿϱɫ
ķ㲻òϣάȷʵǴûάҲûΪάûɶӰЩƣе嶯档ԶǵĴϾ֪
Ҹû㣬ֻҪʵﲻȱһڳԵġһزãҲҴĪһԸĵħĥĸ׵öūۣĹͷĥ˵ʲôͬĸŰǡһڳԵģٲһڡ
ķһůһʱ֪˵ʲô
Ϊ£Ͻ
ģһ׬Ǯһʱϻ࣬ʺĹάְοһ䡣
άҲŲءķס֣֯һԣСԵļƻ˳
һ죬Ŀǰֻ뵽취Ǯ٣ø̣ٿˡҪԴסУֱ߿ʼԾ顣Ҫ⣬ֻǮ˵⡣
ŴӡŮͬʱɵ𣿡
ķصͷһеģʱڲŲõģؼơ
˹Ȼֱסһʱûз
ķϽּһϴԡǰӰļͼӴױһìܴ©֮Ůȴû֡
άɵɵؿķĭɽãС˯ˣҲվˣûꡣķ˵ʣŴСٷŴ......ʵ̲סˣԾֻ˰죬֪ôࣿ
긽ͣǰ...ķô
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ջһŵͭķز˵õסأ⻹ǵ䣬羰ò˵Ұջסʮ˵Ĵ̶ͨҪͭķء
ƱΪ׬ŵ죬ֻһҹǮ֪Ӧͭķ˱ӰԶԶһڣǸƵСƭǼסˡ
ز֪Сƭӡӷ۸ˡ
ڶνǵġ͡ķͬѧάרߵľ䣬ֻ˼Һǰ·
͵°ٽӣķӴɳɣѿľ巿߸߰£һƬƬɫɳ±һ顣
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ķ̧ͷһҡҡͷУɹŮ˵·Ҫѡֻ̫̫ġ
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ѵѧԼûעı仯
ûŵ߲Ͳˣ̧ͷͦأɡάץ־ûɹÿһˣܴСһ¡ϥʱҪȥԤӡ
άѵûעҲûСʥߡ1Ĺ˳ŶǰݳˣҲݡ
û...ûע⡣񰡣ȷҪôάץͬʱҲٸͭķ
ȷǻҪݣѵ׬ǮȥķǼٵͷ˲ŸҪݣŪάûʱ˼ûڳǰ˵ЩǿǵǡĽ
ķ㻹һŶˣǾӳģɲΪʵǿǱƲѣҲǼƻ衣ϣӦһֱΪԼõΪڡ
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뵽ķ¿˵Ļάֲ֪ȥ·һߣ͸ȶ
άԼ۾һֱûѹ
ά㲻Ī壬͵ҵġά
˵άعŬӡ
ķ㱬ͷȻǴάľͷԴȻˣԥ֪ԼûͺúõĸңѵһẦ㣿
һάǽǣĶ䣬ҲĸסȻҵʵķӣԷ˵Һ궼ŮһĶ˵軧ǣγҪ׬ױҲҪģҾͽķ㣬ĳʲô
ά˶ŵģڸ˿ϣֱŲ˺һ......̧ͷķ㡣
ķһ𣿡
Ķ˵ǲ
ķ㣡챻ɵˣǿ֮˱пɺ֮
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ģ㣬ȻǰԱ......άû˵꣬˵ȥˣ㲻׵׺ķʲôǸСӡ
УҾ㣬ȥǼ乤԰ɣûҪ㡣ûҪͻңҪǾɣˡ
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Իظһ˵㵽ܰܵȥ
һʥʱ䣬ķ㱾ӦץʱһҲ𲻾񡣡˷¿׿ˮ˵˼𻰣ЧʱҲ̫ˡ
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......ķɶҲû˵ȥһӵ

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ηǳţάʶȤԼԲãĬĬķ㽻Ļ
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άҲ˲׵ĵطУʱҪԻ塣
жʮ죬ʱ˵ǼҡķҲûĴʲô
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ûŪǵġ
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ӺάټķʱϵɰѾûˡôŪģ˵͵˼ҵһͻұ
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ֻӲͷƤȥ˵̫̫ãпշ𡣡ǵˣ˵ĶԽԽĬͬʱ
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35 ֣

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ķ㲻Ӱﰢ˰ǸҲһȨĻ쵰ӡǲܼ˵ǣ̣
û⣬ĪԶȥԸ޵ˡ
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˵ķ㣬ҲһΣ΢飺յ¼ҾǲơǰȢᣬڻҪ޹飩ٷ򣬳ɺͳֲãԽԽǡ
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ķᶨҡͷҲԸ⡣·Ӧȡŵ൱ɲ޺Ͳޣǹյ¼ϣҵĴڣֻ衣Ϊɺ׼ȷ˽Ҳϣ·úã֪ʮǸˡ
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ʹԼĽֺͷʷĴżⶼʹˡʷѪĿţɢڵϸѪһ顣
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áٴȹڣһۣϽ˳ȥ
ķ֪һƴġ򡱡
ֿ̫̫ķ㣬·Ҳķڰ̾ԼƽһЩ̫̫ȥʰˡ
̫̫һÿɷƫͷȥ
ķֻѴӦ
ϵ¥㱼úǸոսʱǳ졣Ƶ¥һ˯һµĴ......ķһ
άǮȫͳķš
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ķĬĬȥ
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߰ɣ̫̫˵ߵʱ򣬰ŴϣɹܼһȥͰ͹
һ˸ߣ̫̫Ȼݡֻа·ĺдģģҪģߣߣ
ķװһ
ɼ߸ŷӣͼ·̡뿪ʱķ㻹̲סⴱסһµС¥
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ܻķûĻһᣬžͳķԴ߹
ķʶƵһ£жȥ߷ҧ˺š
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ķͻȻðһɡ뷨ŪҲû֪ɣ
ץסָָɣнڣҡ
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ῴŰһǷӣ޲óȥɿ⡣γ̫˻㱨ͱ˹û˽ū
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ẮһС֡
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ףһжүġֻ...ķǻûн
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ʱܸȳǵˣʱ֪ˡ
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Ҳķʼն¶۲ڣǸвͨ
ƾʲô㣿ƾʮСޣôĸô㡣ҲеС֪ü
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ķϽɵɫ
΢һͷסᣬүҴӦյ̫̫Ҫչǡԣϣܰ齻졣
᲻ʡɵִҪүڴһ¡ģзִ磬ֻԷһ
û⣬Լˡ˵ŻİɵͷǳѺõӡ
ŭ˸߲ҵȥسϣܾﲻԣ벻ﲻԡ
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겻Ը⣬ŵȰĪ±š
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Ҳ˵ǰÿ˶ҪǼǣҪ˵Եɡ
ô죡ķ취ҪһȥҸС
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һһϣԲ뾡ȫķƤ밬֪ͬ
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ʵֲӺķħթӦ취
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ǰǺ˽ģķһԶûε˻ܡͣ˵ƽǿ¿ģòһأͰܰɡ
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˵үһеͳϳר
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֪ţķ˵ſ佱㣬ȻһӵķϲģɳǵĲǸԵת䡣û취ķֻøȣûԹ⣿
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ĸоֻһ֣죡
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ܺȻϴθһ˵Ҿȥѽ򳤹ܼҵķӺңпһҪ㣬֪㵽׹úòáֻûϵһҵ......ܺ༸ھͰѱˣ˿ˮ˵ʯͷɽɺӣ˳źӵЩŮ˼ΣȰһȥ
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ӭһϣѵߵĻ˻ȥʶ˵ͷԼ֪ʲô·ڲŷķĲͬʵûԼޣҶκ˽а壬᲻Ͷ̥ɲ
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ӦҦĶʳķһ֮
գȥǩ顣ϲӰĸԣֵĴ
ķһѾ¬ȣǮⷿһġڣҲкˣɲһסĻҷķķӡüķв
̫̫ǲǮָ˰ǮúܽϰԥһԥķȣҲˡ
ңķѡһ䴰ң򶫣ԢһԽԽõġվ¥ϣɰԺ۵ס
ʲ˴߹ͲѰȥڵƽסߵʱһͷ᲻ý㡣ʲȻǴԴҶԡû뵽ͽ̫̫⵹ķ㲻ɣ롰ȨġԽԽԶ
ķ£νʵʮˣĸС£䣬ʮ¿һͷĴ
ӹȶūΪңȻҪڵϡһЩļֻнǣķŷġ֮ǰнһū˵½ˣʣĶǱޣ֪ԭϰ岻ôߣΪװ棬һûá
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ܺЦķ㣬ūǵǺÿͶ򼸸
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ܺ༱Щ˲ǣܴ򲻹ʮˣӦǧСġ
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ͷ˵˵ĴҪѵȿֺԺӣһжվáϣк档
ķһ߳վǰƽѵ̨......
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Ǵ£ϷŪǡ
ķһĲԱƻһʵʩΪ˷Ӻ͵ԼԭϰİҷѣǮûˣֻʳ׬Ǯ費ôˡ
㵽ҹǰרȥʳƷ֣ʳ꣬ߵ͵ȥƷƳĿǺ˪Ǻ൰⣬عҲа˳ɰմг𶯡
ɵվſڣҲ
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ķסһۣͷ¼
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Цôض㣬էУɡ
ðʻĹ˸ͣٷķ......ͻȻȿˡ
ǷסƵĲһæѽ
ǿָķ󣬽ŵһ
ֻ߹ĵطһܽӡͨĽӡǶô㹻Сţȴƽһ㣬ͳ˳̤ȥ
˳ŹָķýĿȥһ͡˷׷ʵʲôˣ
ѻȸʮ˫۾˳ǴµĲת.....
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ĿԲ鲻Խ죬æķĽӡ
üķ㲻˵ÿԶˣһһէĸʲô
ʹ......ҲһʮûˣԺӿǺʯӶģôӲĵأôģ
һãȻ𣿡
Ͻϴŵͣɫ͵һ䣬뵽һˡ֮
һֹ򣬴ġɥ£û뵽ķҲᣬҲסѵͻ𣿡ʶĸףȻϡ
̫̫ˣ룬һľŵϴĳķ......һʲô˵ıŮˡ
᱾į仰һȻЦˣĸף̫......
ķʱ䣬ߡһ׻ܵ˶ĽţΪֻгЬȴ
ٴվ̨ϣŮŮͷû˸Ҹӣ˵ղһ.Ц
̤һһӣҪǱһţ֪廹Ĳ
л˵𣿻Ҫ𣿡ķȻúĿʵ
ղ෴ûһ˸һ
ãǲˣԺɣǻġķ˵ִ̨ȥ˾Ϳ
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һʱ֮䣬Ϊǰϰ±׷ծһڲƭǣˡֻҪͷϡϡĽŲ𣬽Ӷ߰˸......һԥԥ
иŮ˾ͳ죬ķһʵ£ܸΪʲôҪ𣿡
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Ů˶໰û˵ܡ˵ӡ
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ʮˣֻ߸Ը£ҶǽΪӪġ
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ķһʱЩµûţܡ
ҪӲĳ̽ԳᶨõĹˡ˵ʮһһ롣
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Ұﲻʲôæ֪ûǮˣԼµģȫȥǮɡ
ķ㵱ȻжĲǣô㣿
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ķʵڿȥðжûЬϡ
ԥ£̫ˣܶ׬Ǯȥ˻ˣڸɻôЬ
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ܺࡣ
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飬ȥҴȥ￴Źˣ˭͵ˣҽ𣿡
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ʹڸУѹ˷ܣôˣûгأǸӡ
ķʱֲãĸȫˡȥҪͣǳ㡣˼ҪμͿ߸мá
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һ˲صţҲΪϣ˳λּ⣬ƽȣΪԴ
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ֳһǣĬĬ꣬ʶͷһĽ飺ٷһɣ˪ǵȲ˵ͺˣڡΪķĲԽԽӿįԭϵĻظҲֲĿɬ
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һļ۸ʮͭķķóһţֵ˵࣬ʮˣأ۸ɱȴıʳģӦûή±ǮҲһ㣬ǮҲܿ죬Ͼгʮ
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Ĭã˵Ժңһμˡ
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ܶĺ֣ǳΨһһķ׬˴Ǯˣ֪ķֱںӱԽ
⵱ȻǸ⣬ķ㻹ûġ˵㲻пؾ𣿲Ҫ򡣡
ԣ
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ҵĵֵʲôķԼв׼
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ķ㼱ʣʺǼչ𣿡
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Ϊƽû״ΪͶǶǰʧǳأԴ٣ſʼʹЩ޹Ů˺ͺǣʬǶѻɽǵĻʵ۴δս㲻ĽˡԵһǿݣģѵðͬʱҲԷ⡣
ķоһԹںȥɱ˶ħǾ䡣뵽˺ĶԽսʱǵĲҲͬΣֻԽ˲Ǳȣһı䲻޳սıʡԽҲһǳ壬ȽķɻڴʮҲû֮£Լһ㡣йķȻɹˣʧҲǳذ
˰ͲǺҪͻԵĵ޴ɱ䣬ȷǴս˵ǳһҲΪķ֮˵ճѿգȫʿûһƽ񣿡صͷָ׿ġЩ嶼ˣûӵҲʬǸ˹Ҧ˯
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ķŭ׹սѪԵģսֻһҰɱ¾ķŭ޼£֪СŮ......
˰͵ļƻģǵǽ飬ʵۻҪİʰǸ˹ʳ......
ķһعȼ˰˵Сֵ֮ô˵ģ
֮һߺޣԼˣ
Լˣ˰͵ˣܵУķ㲻ţզô
֮ڰ֣ԭ˵ԼָˡǰͰ˰͵ĵ۾ոµ￲նûʼǸ˹˵ʮ⡣
ʱѺڣ˰ǰթһҹϣ֮ҹͻϮĴˡ
ԷֱסӪʣȻڲмϸ죬˰һڼ飬ʮˡû̿ЩǮµıȫҦֻΪȡ֮ͷ
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ķĬãԼġʶһƣйİ취֮˵ְɣ
û֣ǵ߹㡣
ķ䣬һӡûС֮һӾ֪ûϹ°ֻ̾˵һΣһǳȡҵĸ......
Ҹȡְɣ˵˽УķҲû˼˵ǳȡ˸ʺϵģ˳ھ˵ˡ
֪֮صð
ķָյýȭͷԼ̸ָȭ
֮һ࣬Χ˼ҲðɡϽҹ⣬ҽ˸ѾˣȻȥԷʵۡ
ȭʥټң
...ҵģٿҲ£ôδѽ
ķһƤͻƺòӦ
ɲһ֣Ȯ
ķһȭ˼һ˵ȭͷӲ书ߣƷ̽ģΪҸȡ֣Ϊȭȭ֮ģ
֮ˣֲζ֪Ǻ壿
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ױķƣƽʱҲûٸ֮ûû³ر˵ƴ˵һֿ˱ĳղУļóԡ
ķЦ֪ⲻһΣǰ
ױһǹˣ۹۱Ǳǹġ
Թ˺ôʣ׼ȥҰ˰ͣӪȴͻȻӦս״̬
֮ץסһӣŵ𣿡
Ӧǰƴˣȥɣ߰ٶˣüźӡӣһʬƵģ......
˰㱨ӪڱĿ˵ҵаˡ
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÷أ˾ͶʯͷڣҪʵ
ȥķݼʵ۵֮һۡ
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˰͵֮ͻδޣ
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ķĿǼ֣ڼλʷʫˣΪйŴһ񲻸̧ͷ˰;𣺡ֺܹ֣˵游ˣ
ķ͵̧ͷȥû׼İ˰;һ˲Ϊ̫Сг̶ȣֻں󹬻ʺǵżʶһ֮
ķȫûʶѾ˲ˡʡеСʥ...ʥûСԱ˧һϰӣͰġɫɹں֮......ˢӡ˵֪
˰ʣ游ǣ
֪֮Ϣ˳˼ַ˻ղӵ˵©ˡ˶ֻӲͷƤصԼ𣬾û游ĸ
ĴǸ˭ѧģ˰Ц˵ж٣˼֡
ôô죿ķѾ֮ȡ˹ڰܽһ飺ѻһҪȱã˵......
˰ֵܶȸǶ鵽һЩүүϢܹ˼Ҳ͵˴㸸׵.ɴӴΪũ˵ȥڻ֮ս˰ȻЦ⣬ȴתΪԣ˭˵ѣ
ķĺø˲̼仯ΪУ֮Ҳٶķ㿴˶Ĭš͸λ󶯣˰ȴס
ۿ֮Ҫ˵ķȣʣʥѧϰǷ
˰һ㶣Ǻ𣿵ʵûдӴ
ķɿؿڣȻʥͲ˰ɡ֪²ʤö٣ʥһʵʲôֻСڳˣ˾̾Ϊ̥û游ɸˣҵĴԵ·ѣ治ǹƭƹӡ˵곯֮ؾһʮվɹԹá
˰šüͷ壬Բš֮䣬֪龫֣ദµĴ˸ֵΡ
ķ㻹ΪҪڣӶתˣ֪ʵΪʲôΪʲôҲһ
ķæ棬Ϊɲ
˰ͷˣΪ۹⼫׼ҪǸͨӡȽ̹б˶ԻǣѧʲôķǳͬŮӡ
ֵһǺ棬ôߵģĸ׸ĺܲʣ˵ҪлǸ˹ǹȶݣĳɸҳ˴⡣ո͵֮󣬻ΪƽȻȸǶʶȥɡ
лΰʥķһᾡĻرתˣǻʵԼתġķǳԲǴְѸոնȥĳݸϽɳǵ¡ǲүȻû֡
ţϣտ顮һʡ
ʱ֮廰ʵǸѧġţ˵ʵˣ֮ϣѹǿˡ
˰͵Ȼ֪֮ͼڲ⣬˲ɣ˲ãֻ֮ѣ´.......Ͳˡ֮ζЦЦתķΪʲôðǰ϶Ϊл
ķ׼ȵľһ̣Ͻѵ︽ߵ׵ظ
˰;֣ӦøߵܶԱ𣿵Ϊ˴ңƵƵķ㡣Ŀˮڴ֮ࡣ
һ˿õԤУʵǷʲô
ʲôҲûֻ֣Ǹе£֪˭ôĵӣסϾ׺Һս
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֮סת˲ֲ֪䣬ֻҪ˰͸˵ķ󹬣͸Ұε
ķγעⲻĶŵصɤۡ˰ͷ·û֮Ķأ˵ùϵڰλʺ󡣡
ĪԶԣ
˰üëһӭͷϣ˵㣬˵ʹߡ
𣡡ķպһ֣֮Ľͳ˳˰˰͡
û뵽֮Ҳʧֵʱ......˰͵ľ񣬼ûͣ٣ٶȼȥһѩľ¶̵ϡ
ʱ֮ʧȥȻһʱû˰ķ˵Ϳˣһż࣬һߺпиһϢ֮ö⡣ģ֮ԿԤְȫ̵ȻడôҪ
ûã˼ҵҲǳصģֳ˹ԸҪӦ죬ܶͷѾѪ
ȥ˰ͱһ
ѵصĶʮס֣ǣ֮Ҳͣ֡ѡХ硱뽣ʣպ޵ʥҪٱңҲû֮˱ʲô¶ʤ֮䡣
˰ͰѶ̵ȥɣֻҵĺ¡
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Ѫ´ʷǳʥǰŮͶʯǹǵѾǷȻ......
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˰͵ɫת죬֮գΪЩû뵽취
˰ȻʧЦҶԼһֱͷԣЩҲѾʿĽ죺ķ˵Ļȥ졣
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...ô˵ɣƴ˵û£ÿ΢ɿķ綼Ҫһ󣬾......ե˻һµͬ
˰͸û˻ʲôӣװͷʾˡҲû취еİ취԰ɡ
֮ĲУķֱԣԣˣСˡ
һַƽȣķ㺰ļԽԽһӺ֮˼ɣѾ
ˣӦķ˷ܲѣֵҪԲͬȣÿôʱڰѸոùƵǺţ׼ƵʣֻҪܼ.......ʮʱǱػɹ
֮Լ֣ĥԼܼܲôã𣿰˰ͿЦԷʵӪУϷˣͿ԰ȫˣ˵꣬Ц
ǿХ罣Ҫߡ˹ɣһ죬µĵؾͻᷢ𶯡֮ǰǵ...ܹ룬ֻҸƹӡ
˰֣һۣûп
˵ģ֮ҲΪֱ췽ҹ̷
ķûֻʰ˰ͣʥնҷǳϤ֪ռݵĵطҹϹܴҪĶǰൢʱ䣬ʥԸһ𣿡
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ķװķܣʥˣϣһ֧ʼҴӣɳ
˰붼û룺ͬ⣡
ͬ˾ͺãҵҪ󲢲ݣ㲻ڵġ
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סȻô
֮飬ڹ֮䡣
ķ΢㶣벻㻹ɡ
֮Ծ㾹Ȼ֪ǵĹ̽𣿡ķ˻ȥ
ӡҲСôһֱ⣬ܲǸ¶ʵġʵ飬ڡƭһǾͼࡣ
ȭʵҾǸѧģˡҲ֪Ϊʲôһܼ򵥵⣬ȴôӡ
֮˵㶫һһ䣬ûһԵϣԼ㸴ˡ󲻶ֻ࣬Ҫķ;͹ˡǾ仰㣬Ϊҡ
ǾͻһΣɹѹءţҷ豭ͬɣͿ˵꣬ķʹߺ𣬡ء豭Ӹը
Сģ֮Σʱʱִ¿ƴҲǴƸ𶯴һ𣿡
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һ֮磬ʿɽһ޳Ŀô.ֳһ⡣
ķܣΨһĵطֻк̲˹ЧӦǹз϶Զ׼ɳرͨЧá
ķ֮˵ܣҪҶ֮ܲ.ȥԽЧԽ졣
У֮һֵĿܣԴˡ
˰ʹվڰߣԶԶؿһԵĳӣķԮʲôʱ򵽣
ʥûϢ
˰ޱȣסתɽ˵˰ϵȳʳҪʱѣȵ
ķʱƵùֹˣȫܲ.󣬶̱ˡ
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ۣ֮û˵ϻ˵ˣϽϢһʱ֮ʼɣͰùʲôƵ
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֮ԣԡǵĻʵȳ
˿ǱһƣķϽСݸ֮Сذ֮ŽСһг˿˨ţҪûľǶ˵ᣬҰڶ
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֮ԼȻУϢټ̡
ķԼۣһҶºϢһ㶼񡣵֮ƫƫ뿪Ҫš
....ˮһĴ˯ķֲס⣬֪۾
˯˯ȫͬĸֱ治˯˶ãʱӣΪ˯СʱķԺĻǰǧҡ
ʼ̫ˡ
磬ҡһЩ
氡
֮סԼҪĳ嶯һָϣ̶̼Ϣʱ䣬ѻʪ͸ͷĺˮٲƵʣѽڸǡۣ֪ʶûǹԡڽԽԽУ⿿ҧԼס֡ԡ
Ƿǳ̵ĥȿ˵ԡ֮Լһأֽ֧־ˣߡΣҪΣ
磬ҡ̫ˡ
ĖŲ㣡
ѽķ㻹еͻȻõڵأ˰Ȧ͵ؾѣöˣͣ
һ֮꣬͵ڵϣˮ...ո...˵λˣ
ˮҪˮķֻһˮ֣û˵ʲôŲ·вˮʿײ
˶Բ𣬴˶Բ𡣡
ԲϽȥʥϽеĴȫê׼ˣ
֮ӢһΪķٻοһӢۣ֪Ѿɽȥˡ˵ʧ䡣
ǰһ뻹ʧ䣬һ˯˹ȥ

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ķȥ˹ӣҶ֪ļˣʿ֮󣬶мӵͬʱȴž롣Ϊ̫Ϊļҵ˻֮Ȼǹ¶ġ
ķ㲻ϲӣ˵̬СŮĮүүٲĸһΣְҵָҷȶϣҲˣүү̾ˣĖһٿݰɡ
ķ䵽˷ʧŽǨϷ
ˣһһ˴֮þûж֪ڳʲôüͷధšһЩְۣĨƽ˿ޣȴһסļ硣
˼ķ˳Ƶı......
֮һůֱķ˵Ҫﰢ櫱ĳ˿ɲڰ˰͵ͳηΧʱܿ͵ˣ㲻𣿡
һֱŴûǹ֮Ҳüء֮ץסⲻš
ķ֮оһա§ȴӵķȭͷҲԡ
ⲻǱԣǴܡȭǽȥҲĲܻһһꡣңо仰һû˵´㡣
˵֮
ķûؿһۣǻȥزŲţ
㻹ǲܱ㣡
һˣҪʧȥǣʲôʱˣпᡣ
֪ûǡΪɣҸʵۻӵ......վض̤أ˵ֹ鶼Ըϡ
ķΣ˰ҽ˹飬ڻ죿
֮һ㶣ĪҴ۾......
ķ򣺡һȥҪɰ櫵Ը֮󣬿ԼĴȥˣڴк𣿡
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ӿ϶ؼҵģֲ֮ˣĲܸĸиĸͲӲףƸΪޱΪ檣Ҫĸķ㣬úַʽִۡ
ķ֪ˣΪԼ˵ЩֱӣԺǲҪһ㣬ػһ㣿Ȼأѵķ֮𣿾˵Ϊƺεˣȷֵϧ
ү϶ġķԽԽ֮ѵãƽȣѹ˯ëյ;ǿţĪؾ밤һ㡣
룡
ķһ֮ٴ§㲻֪װ˯ıҲһ
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ͻȻͷһ£ķ͸ƻһģһһʱɵס
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źƻЩ˺ڲ֣ͣΪôˣķֻѡ
ڻָʶ˯ţϰһ˯
٣ɣҲǡûϵҲӦһ
ڲһȭӹȥֱƤסҼҷ첻µز£˯
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Ǹ˹ʧ밢˰֮ǰж౻
Ҧ廹һëҶǸ˹ԱߵŮƨɺݺĹȥ
Ů˹Ǳ´ֻСè䣬ת۾š
ңҦЦʡ
Ǹ˹֪ƣæǰҴǺɳǿҾǼٸ˷ʳŪȥɧŰ......
˷ʳδӡȵİͱ˷ʳβҲȥ
ߣôһ
Ҧһһͱòͬûá벻һ㣬Ͷ
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Ǻãȷˣҿ˯𣿡ֵʵھͿȥ˵⻰ʱüëƵƵ
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Ҫһҹ֮ѹեãʽ䵱˹ǡ
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Ů˱Ҧ
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ҪŮǮǣǿӣ޲ɼ
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Ҧ岢ЩʵǸ˹ôûң
ҦЦϢȻûͨˣ
ѹʮͷ־ӭжˡ
ȴֻǧͱǰΪЩŮ˳󣬲öԸ
Ҧûٶ໰ȥֻٽѰãǴ
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㾹ȻҵĴҦ˵ľǴ
Ůͷҡ˹ģҦ尵ҧҧһ

ĻŮ˵ļӶЦֿʼˣǸҲ񫲻ǡ
ʲôӣʲôҪūš
أҦͻȻ򿪡
ĻǸҦ˳ȥãºͷιҩ
һֲ˷һֵɵʵٵңιҩ

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˿һϢִϴ֮һ¥ӡȻһиͬϷ롣Ǯ壬Ӧˣĸȴû˯⣬һ
ߴ˵ѽû뵽һ׶Ҳн졣

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⣬Ǹ˹Ĺͱˮ򽣬ⱲٶҡҰڵسƽϳ塣ù죬ת죬ǳǰߣЩȴܣ֪ȫˡ
ܹ˵ţնĵѿ׼ŵһ糯ˮһ㳯رǰǻվУʯѹ.....
ӡǵƵҶٶо飬֪βܶΣաжصİͱʮܼӲһ룬ǱԼ˲̤
֮˫Ѫһˡķһͣû
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˰͵½·۾û߳ʮͷĽض֪ǰлԭشλķЦĺӣ׶˵ʮ϶ȫ
ǣô֪......
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ʮ˵ţûʮԶĵطһ˫ʽĲѥѾĻ˺С
˵ÿֶشҦĶ䣬ʲôƴˡ˲ʸĹ..ֻ˭ŭѵУɿѿ֮ƣȺϵӵЬºȥ
ͼúˮЬ嵽α׷֣ðֻܽŰߵɣ壬ûκοԲĵطܻܲڴһ١
ϧͷƫƫʱɫ谵һ˫ЬǿԱԣһ˻Բˡɣ˼Ҳسˡ
Ҧ޲Լ鼱ֿ֮סʯͷϣûʼжͱץš
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Ҧ֪Ӳˣû
ķӦþǺ⣬ɸ߿һۣûΪȥƴ˾
Ҧǳϣ˼úŵȵȣλֵ֣ܺǿ֪кܶǮԸǮͬʱ㶣æҸһٰķһٰϿԴȥã
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飬ôѰΪͷ˷Щķ֮Ȥ֮Ĵ֮ķҲղһͬĻ⡪
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֮ǲ˽......ðɣصҾͽ㡣
ʱúܿ죬ﵽˡͷϾۻܶʢװӭǵˣͷľܶȸǶվȴɯɯˣһһĸˡŰ޳ۣͷɴҲͬϣķоװеϤʹŮٵĹװǮӡȽ̿ɲͷ
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ķ㲱ŨҵѬŪͷͣΪǼ飬пʯɻˡ
λŮٴˣһֱķֱߣҲû˵һ֡ķ֪ôƺŮٵ۾ӻһ㣬źۼԼķݣģӦֻһˡʵ۵ĸҲǸǰᳯ˰ͽͬͨ챾µĵùĸס
ķ뵽ͿʼˬˣĪԶ˼ЩĸĸĵλԶˡʵҲֻǸĸˡķͿڴƳĬˣﲻϹ𣿡
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ողǻسƺΪķ𣿺ǣΪﵽĿĻ¶⸱һû˵ءķ㻰һתؿæֳܷʥҵСҵȻҪлʲôϵأΪл⣬ԸΪһ......棿ˣĴôˣ
ٴǵӰĿķ㣬Ȼһ̬֪֮ԼһСˣˡ漴겻˵
ķάЦ⣬ȴѡʲôһĸӡ˰æʱҲùܹĺԺѽô԰ǵñ軹󡣰
ܺƴǰͰǼɢˣ쿴Ҫ㿴磡
ˣķ㣬ѽߣҿʲôܺ༱ֱšȰģܿͻؼңǿȥ׼ýӷɡ
Ůǣ˳Ⱥӭһˡ
һɰİʮؽѵô·ģû۾𣿡
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˵һɿܺһֻֽסȥͻȻһģܺƵ·ߡͷɴһ룬ӺòǱ
С㣬ǲɵĸͶѾѾŮƾʲôˣ磬ƾϵʥߣܺĺܴñԵֵ˹
˲ٸǽϾϽɷϡܺںЦҧһޣҪҸ磬н죡
᱾֮ģÿ϶Լ˵......ɷΰģ֮ҵġһôһӡϵһģܾԼס
ʱ˸һһζֻз.ڵŮܼסΪ֮ԣѰζʶ֮Ƶζ
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չ촽ƵƵϣǳקԼɯ...𡣡
ķһΪԼռˣҲǡԼˡΪԶ̵Ů΢΢̾
ȡһǷһ˿˲
̫ķ㱧ǸһЦԭҵӦΪʥȢĵһλʺš
ŵĸЩƣһİ裬޷׽ҲûᡣΪ˼ǿʵ۰ͲŮעʺŮˡֻǣδڹмһݵŮˣ˰ͬ꣬ȴһлĻɫĻ꾭³ϴЩˡһԵĻ̫ã˵ǰ˰͵С̣Ҳʹŷϵù죬Ӧùò˳˳⡣
Żʺķй󣬵ӦһʢװһŮˣԾһĥ
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浹ù˴󹦻ҪܵˣķԽԽꡣ
λЦݣ̬쳣УЦ۽ǵβƶѳˡȸлķΪɷĵ۾ĹףȻѯһ·Ƿ˳ࣻ˰͵Ƿ񰲺áֵʹûʲôֻķʱ档ᣬϿ
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ˣԸ㰲ķ߹ȥһ׼ĺʮ
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ķ룬Ѹ֮ìܰ޺ģֹʹСʹİλ˶ǰ費ɣ˰Զˮⲻ˽ʣȸǶޣֻܼл̫
һʱλʺǶòΣ֪ճʡ̫չļ٣Ǻ뷨Ƕ򼧿
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ķĿѴﵽͲϾͻȥϢһҹĴ˭ͷ
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ķ֪ʱ״̬֪ĲԶˡѳռվһߣ˰͡
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ΤϣɯƳһۣչΤϣɯ.ɷּǰּ̫Ϥˣױ㰢櫵ּ
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ˣһɫķᣬϴŸɾëʥߡսһūֹ
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ѪķߣȻ췹Ͷūսǿмڽȴѡ֮ò˵ķҲ͹ˡӰ
ΪȫȻգ֮Ӧǣ֮ʱǻָյʱ
Чˣߺ
ȥӪأ;ۣ
˹Ȼ˵һߡ
ֳµûǱ壬Ǻˣֻǲ֪λ˵ĺ
λ϶İš
˶ʮ꣬ڵĿǰ
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ļľӳʣʥ۴ˣڿԹ˰ɣ
ѽ֮Ǹеӣ˵ƾǧǹ빥ǣȹ̰ɣжÿЩսΡ
ķĥһá룬ƶ̫̣ˣһ䵽ǰæ
һЩҪôҪôͷ־
ñһ䣬뵽Ůʥߵλðһɫ黨裬Դ֤ǡˡ̱軹зǳߵ壬ӱһÿӴɡǻۡʥʲôľͱٴˣͱĹ涨ǲеġ
֮Ųȥ̺ķͿʼռ̲ˡ
ʩȥĵһ죬æ򳤻֪֪ʱū϶ˣһϲЦտޱûʥߣҲǳǰ첼
ķָӲżٸ̱裬ˣʲô
ķûʮݸãҵġ
ˣ...Բ𣿡
Ȼԡ
򳤿ûģ롰ν֪թ׺ݡӲҲ˵
㻹л˵
ˣҲ̻ң
ΪʲôҪ㣬ֲˡ
˵֣ĵˣҵҲסˡ
ҲΪ㣬㡣ǽϱҴ𰸣Ҳ׼ãʱȫʮڳ򡣡
ҵӡ
ķؿһۣǣҵġ
......Ĩһ亹˵һȥһ¡
ǵûȥʮŻءЩ˾ߣū޴һĲǱѽ壬
֮׼翹ǿȻǳԤϣһһҹȻû¡˺֪ʥ˾̵ˣץ
ԣ֮ĹɲóˣҴսǱСһš䡣ǹ羫ӳŴδǹѣ֮š
ˣһһҹˣ㲻ҲۡģҲк㡣
صˡ֮ӻк㲻ɣĶ
Ź֣ͼЩ̤žžžĻ.Ͻ˻ȥɤʣԸҵķΪʲôӳ˺ܻǵʲô

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ķæأո߹ԹԻ̻Ĺ߰Ż.ҩץһͲ
ϤĽŲϽͣϵĶʵʧܲأ
֮ȡߣ۾ÿ£˲࣬ŶûˡŶߣҲǺҳҾͳˣ취ûǿ
̷Բʮﶼƽԭ֮ǰΡǣ.ǹȥȻӶû
ˣ֪ʲô취Щʿ񿺷ܣͣһʼʧȻ֮˵ָߵЩϽڸʲôء
ҽ˿϶ԭٺãߣǳȥһΡķͲ˵
ߣķһ߰£Ͳһ˵ǲд⿿.ǹǲеģⶫҼƻþˣһֱûоҩ󣬲ŸóһЩָԶĵĴӣǾǸոըģȥ滹Ⱥš
֮Ǵ𾪷ǳͲôǲһ
ķָͲ˵ָ㲻Ҿĥסҹлڿɱ˶ˣҷ㣬һ˾ܿһ𣿡
֮ٸ˵ϽŪѽԹӵװЩʲô
ķգԴӢеĿȴԴڹӡʱӡԼ͸õĲࡣⶫһתǳӡȣֻǰˡǰΪûɶѣصҾĸ鷿鿴ûõ֪ʶְһѡ
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Ҳڵˣսٸ֧żӣڵĿꡣûָ룬ֻƾָк͹㣬Ҫ׼Ҫ˷Ѳ١
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㰡
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ģ쳤Х·һֻԵ˻ҪɱңҪɱңҵķѽ
̾ţ򳤸ؿۡϽкһæʥ˾ȥȴ˦ԾسϣһŸӪ
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ҵĺȻֹûгȥڳ⣬ֿšнеˣˣӸ˰ɡ
Ӹ˵ȻǸ֣ٹˣ񱻹׷һԶ
ɱ֮һ֣ǧӡĿǶԸӣһȥ̼˵죬ȥ˽סǼнӡ
棿ĸ첲ʸγѪۣͻطɻسϣʯҶǽˣΪʲôҪɱң
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Ƿǵڶζײˣ֮ȵгֻɱˣ뿪Ҳź򡣡
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Ϊתìܣ֮ϸһ룬˵öԡֻѣ˼ã治ɱڲܡСﲻߣ֪Ҳᶯ
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Ķڳˣ˵һģɫһ
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ֵĶӽ˻УһƬɫŨ̡
ˣʥ֮ᡣ˲𣿻ɱɱң˵վò˵൱еʶġ
һ綫񶼡ˬ٣֮˳࣬ԼҲ׸
еĽΪ֮ĬҲţ֪ڴʲô⡣
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飡֮һʯӶɹȥ
ſҧסޣµСӵİϷʹ㡣
ýļụѯʣ˵˵˭
⻰صĻǲţԷеӣͦͦأ̤뿪ڿɲūķСԼˡ
ǰ棬һķ㣬ûü㱨е飬ķ̻ᡣ
ķ˻ֻ֪һٰʮˣʮüͷֱǳడ
Ȼ翴һú̿ġūԱϴһ١
ʱ֮;ӳ߽ķָӲ
ץˣķ㾪Ȳѡ
ǱŽģӣҪԸ⣬һҲץסҡ
ڲǰץסˣķյ֮ѣ˶񣬷̵Ϊʲôңѵɱ㣿
Ϊʲôڣһվڵߵķ㡣
ҴûӦķ˵Ҵǿ塣
ʣΪʲôԸ
ΪҶ㣬᲻·ˣֲӡȽ̣
ҡͷϧԸһϣƤԶ壬ƨ.ɺ.Զӯ

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֮һڣӳƤֱ飬յؿʥ۴ˣְֻ
ķһҪ
㣡㵲ѣԼĶ䡣
ҪķֻˣҲܰ
ԼȻˣŭôʲô𣿡
Ƿ
ҵȻ.......ֻ飬ͻȻķ˹ûסķ㣬󴦴ʹ
񶾵Ůˣ֡˲Ķͷսֹʹ衣
ķסҴ̣һʣݺݵصǾƲԳԷƣҪϵ֣֮㻹Ų˵ż̼⹴סֽֻҪʹһᣬ˫־ͻˡ
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㻹ûشңǷķҧгݵ
áȻԵˡ
ƾʲô㣿ķ˼·ߡ
㲻žͰֻ˰ɡܽӺáǷˣֽҴ̵乴䡣
ķüͷźۼɣװżԸӣ˵͵Ĺаģ
ôܡ
Ϊʲôץǣ
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ķ֪ȻҦ嵱ĵòУϽƿ
棿㲻Ҫҵ𣿡Ҫ˱˻ԡ
ʵ㣬
ȻأϣҰǣɱʱʱ籷
֮ЩպķҲãΪģҪ½̣񱱲˽һϳļƶȣȫһߵԲԣһ̻Ƕɹǻۡ
һġo֣ϲ£òűһʣ룡
ķһᣬ˵Ը⣬Ҳǿ󡣵뿪......
ǿ棬䲻ﱻķһɵҲ֪µĶ⣬˫һţͻȻ죬ײһ
ɫ䣺ҳԵʲôָʹ٣˴ʣһҲûУǶˮʧӰ١
ͷ۲ۣ㡣ķԴ
......
ڵˣ֮ྪҪҿǴ˸
ҵǺܿĵġķЦ˵ո˹յ̫̫ëɢʱסˣǺúô
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ķͷ󣺡Ȼᡣ
ëɢҩ»üУڷˣһһ䣬ֹķóֽʣʱ߼ǣܿѳйĹϵˡ
ƻºͿԹǡĿǰҪľԽԽá
ˣ̹ѾͳһӦԼǰϲ̵صķŵԡ
ķûʳԣȻʳԶʲǸɴµˣԤôûϿķ͵ͷͬ⣬ֻģҪ˰Ҫָӡ
˵ˣ򳤣ֻǹϽΧӰˡ
Ȼ֪Ҳռ˱ˡͷ˵ڽ£ǻ֪ò졣ģҲģжȨĸˡǸĿ֮ԣķĿͷӦȻ󻶻ϲϲ׼ǻ䡱ȥ
ҹζЦѣû뵽Ҽ汲ܶʮԸȻʵˡ
ǻǰյķһ⡰͡ϲɢķҪڵ̻壬ҪϳơȻǡȴɲˡСܹϴĹȫСſ޳һš
ô찡ǽܻǲܣһ⡣
ū޷涼ļ½ͽ첲šȣҲýܣҪھֻܷȨ຦ȡᣬѶﲻԸ̻Ÿϵķǰᡣ
ЩӲɣϷǳʵϻΪ档ŲȴԴһȥΤϣɯһżֻܶûʱ
ķ㿴ʮ˾ߣһʱҲ֪ô͵Ȼռ󣬵涼һȺܹϴԵķޡпƲסǰЩܿưɡ
֮ɫķ
һǿݣǼʮˣøֵãɰɡ
˳С֮˵ҾͲǲҪ治ҾǺӣߡΣ
ǣҹɱǾ̻
ʵ׼ˣ֮ĵû£ɮ˾һء̬һ˿ӰˡλٸߣģһǣЩ˾͸ࡣ
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ķԸ꣺ɮŪȥ϶ˣøơ½̣ûʲô˾ߣÿ˶еԴðײá
õģˣ
ȫһˣһ˿ūӰӡķ㿴ıӰЦܸ죬Ҳܡ
ܹ֮ĵŹ׼ķָһ±֡ǴЩıѡģȻʮˣڹؼʱ̣ǿžصá
ڣˮ˲Ϻһڣͷƻһ꣬ķ㻹רŲѸо±ξˮۣˡ
ʮ֮ԭƻǵǰ죬ͻȻϢһ쵼ġ
ķ֮Ͻţлѣľ˹˭ϴʱûա
˾˾˯ԲȣҡķһͿðԹĿⶢ
ڿˣңⶫʲôΪʲôԽԽָ֫ϵʡ
֮㻹Ȳ岻ڡţû
ţǾȻɱţ
ķشˣ½̡
۾ѽˡ
֮ͻǰлЩϹˡҩ
ҪʾʣӲˡҩɣ˷ѣ
ǵˣķ߹ȥȡݺݵڷŭıԵףһȻǿҡЦϿԸʮܱ

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Ӷų红ӣ˭֪˵ֵ櫸ܺã֪Ϊҵ˵˰䵽Ұɡ
񾭲˺ֵҫķûԶźáʲôƨ֣*Ͳɱ⣬Ǵ֮ǰѾûϹƾʲôϣЦЩȨڴʱְЩ񣬷θһŮӿÿÿһѾּһѰϷƻģתìܡֻ֪޳ܵܳ¡
ǹֱ˲м棬ĿȻڳ˼
ķû˵Ӷų躢˵ĵ֮ߣҪҪȼľ˹
ǵĿֻЩūкӹֲǷҪľ˹ԸһȨһ֮
֮ҡͷܣҲ֪ôģһסգ͵ڴʿũ̡Ѿ˼ǧ꣬ôһһϦңūǲûõóֵˣѵȫָꣿ
δزܡķ˵
֮һÿɷ
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㽲׺𣿱һ´ʲ塣
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;ֻһСʱͰǼ©֮羪֮˾ͺˣˣ
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֮ˣռռʲôǿʳ淨بδ䡣˵Űȡ

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ٲˣкô϶ٲֵȶĻȥɡ
ķ̽ٵһɡ
Ϊʲô
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ְ֮üĵĨƽ̾㻹ǲţ֪ǿܲ˽һ㣬ô㲻𣿡˵ţ
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ķǱȻҲȻҪƾɴͳǾͳһ㡣ߴϵҪΪ˭ִֿȱԴ˷ֿ˰ȫأѡ
һһ¹ȥʱɧңûɴӰ죬ķĿƷΧ֮ڡԪϻٳû齨Ҳûżľ˹.Ӷ棬ɡ
ķŲȥϸŴչȥʹڱơԴÿԣǱ𣿺ǣȰ˰͵˹֮Ϳް......
֮ʱǡɳһ춼ûЪͣϡ
ٴλص֮ʱɳѾڳ˴䶯֮лŴһСʻˡ
ʱ򣬰˰͵ĳ龭ڵﺣͣ͵͵ģǧʿ
ľ˹յϢʱͶǣأѾð˰͵ȫ֡
ľ˹һػؼƻǰô׼ȴɨءæｨԪϻᣬ컹лȨ˵ʲôˡ
ô˵ľ˹ʼͷߣķƱĳžĳ߸½̡Ͼƶ谡ͬʱĳľ˹ʹľ˹ԹԾͷѡϲ쵼߽ԪԺ
ˣϿ̸˼µԪԺ齨ɹˡľ˹˵½ûʲôգǵӶżӦһϯ֮ءķ㵱Ȼͬ⣬ΪĽ壬Ҹ˻Ļз֮
ĳһɫ˹.֣˰ûһӡȽķոյ֪ʱ򣬺⡣ϲ˵Ȩʱڽ̶ǺദֻӳƵ֮󣬲ſʼѹ̵𣿿Ҳйġ
ǣ֮ϡټľ˹̸ʱ
գľ˹ʹһں͡ϳ
뱱ĳķ֮Թۡ
գʮλԪ϶ǰӡȽ̺ڵ½̡
ľ˹ϳռģӡȽ̸³½ռֻ˸һԪϵְɱĳΡĳµʱ򣬰˰Ϳ϶ҲҳĪԶﶼġ
̡̣˰͵ֻ첻
ˣӳ뽪꣬С̹ͻ.ǹŵų
λһλķòѡģǰĽС̷ԭǸޣһҲһūǰˣȥű֪ͣôģͺͽ꿴ۣ˺ֵܡ
Щ˲ģȴ˷ĵġ
һĳ˴򹤵ģceoӡȽ̸½̲Ǵɶceoƶ룬ɶͶƱǲʵʩϱɻϽƣ½̾׼˵󻬼
ľ˹ڻϲУֻĸӶſķ֮ġնġᣬֶΣ̾Ϊֹ
ǣ˵ȷȷʵʵΪı³ǳ֮ȴڹãؽӶſ϶ԣʶض˼ֺ⡣
ϰȻֻǵĶˣ֪ԪԺʲôġʼΪøʲôǾ͸ʲôǳȻ˱ĳǴǧˣȫĳļұʱ򣬸ĳŶ౨Щôܶҳϡ
ķйЩһһ׬ԼǮ֮ƹûѧᾭ̣ķƵѧˡһ˸ۣһ˸Ĭ
ָһӼ䣬ֵˡСŮѾ꣬ʱʱŮ¶ʧȴϲòˡ˵һʱķ϶ܻʱȡ֡ȡ֣Ůһһ
ΪȻǶӺãķǸˣʡ˶°Ҳüȥתһ룬ķȥ˴Ƿǰˣһ˼ͼ˯ž
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ķ㻹ǲҪ߲źá
Ů䣬߶߶̾ʲôء
ɷһֻۣ̾ķˣ֪ʲôʱ
ϴŲ˵𣬹ڻаꡣ
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˰͵֪ķں͵ɰ˵·ϽĴȫǲ˹Ҳòô࣬ȻķԵķȫ޳˳ӵһǧˣʮǿһ롣
Ȼԭϸ࣬Ҳˣϲսɡ˰ġ
ӣķ֪˰ʲô˼ˡȻʧЦˣ˻ʵۻҪء
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Ϊʲô˵ķҪʧڰأΪҪһŵԣ֮һ˴
괺Ϣµۼλ¿˷һٶĺʼҴѾʡٻصһһȥֵʱ䣬֮һûʱ򣬾߶ķ㲻ٵˡ
ΨһҪȵģǰ˰͵ǲ顣ķ㣬ʹߵݳʹ
ķʵǺܼģΪǸáʵۣʷŵܡôΪܱȻãܱϹָǿŵʵʶˡֻǣΪŮɫֻ˶̶꣬ʮͼݱˡ
һȥʵզ죬ɲԸ׵۴򽻵׵̫ԼһﹴĶǵȨʲôžףķͨͨʶ
Ȼ˼δȤʶĵνֻҪ֮ųɳСŮʹߣ˵ӡûУҲûйϣ֮ļ˲ҪΪѶӣҪΪ嶪
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ˣܵȿһԪϻ𣿡
֮ʱţ׳һˣҼҷˣ
ķŽǸū񲼣¶ηηβӣ㶪һ̯ӡ
񲼣վֱ壬Ǵ½ͽ档ϸǵϣôСʲôܷİǶ𣿡
˵ģǴ̫ǿɲϽվֱһ֣صķ㡣
꣬иͷҲܷſáݣʹҺʥ۴ˡ룬Ǵӵһ·ҲҲգĴβǿԱ߷ġǵĺ࣬ڻ㡣ؼʱ̣ǻġ𣿡
ķĻûشɵɵضԼĽֺͷ֪ģΪڿԼЬΪ˰ֺƤЬһϺõɽƤ£˫ЬںͿʮ¬ȡ
֮ߵ꣬˵Ļû
Ȼû̧ͷ٣֮ˣ뿪ͻȻ˵ˣȥ𣿡
ķȻȻԣԪѽôȱϯ
Ŷ......Цúǿ֪ˣˣɡ
ˣһ¶㲻ΪԪϻ׼𣿴Ҷڲ²ӡȽ̻ʲôҪ㲻Բߣ
......ףִֵָΪӲ̾ȥ׼ˡˣһҪСģһҪ
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·ûķ׿˵ķֵֹܾģȰ꣬˲£㿴ʥ۴˾֪ú£ҡ
ǶỨҲЩʡ
֮ܲˣôֲ𣬺Ҵǻ֮ء
......
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˴ƵѾҡڵسˡ
ǧ㣬©һûƣҲᴩ·ˣ׹ٶȿ磬ʱԳӰʱʧ١
ڵ֪ƻ̡..ģǱס𣿣
治׼ʲô֮ȰǰưѼҲȥ·ƲʵͷءûΪƶԴĸ״Ҫɻˣĸ׻óġҩĸŶһֿⶼŲ¡ĸ״Сڸﳤ󣬲עЩ֮
ǲͬķ㷴ɣǴĪԶʥû׼ܵ׼һ㣬ʧ档
㵽Ե飬ӡؽ˶֪ɡ֮ǰѾںһʯûаİ˼иҲ쳣Ŀġ٣óһƬˡ
ҲֻķãһŮ˿϶ţʯʮ˿ȫκʣ·ʱͬһ硣
ķ룬̫̫챦ҲᶯġֲЦͣøټıһҲáķ֪ദοǹŴš
ʱ̵̽ʱôʲôͯϱʲôСϱ˿ˮϴ£һ굽ͷĻ֮ࡣడֲ̫ʶ֣СţͯϱһСء޵ҲҪŴĥǹŴϱѽ̽⻰ʱСķľۡ
ǡ̫Ǹ־ˣ᳤µţ˳ܣʮ۾ͿϹˡʱɶҲ壬̺Ůܻˡ˵ʱŸոռ£ɼ̫ʱӶˡ
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ķһ뵽ͻܣǹŴִŮ˶ǿȻб񣬲ǻԸ״ҲҪȻǻпڵ
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ϱϵبŲĴ⣬ڹŴТΪȣһТñӿͿԺɱġķ⽨ҳƶȣɱӶģǸ׵֮ģʵѵá׷Ҫ֪Լѧˣƻû
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Ϊģ֮ǰԼӶżֵڳһǺɱıˡЩܶҲ֪˭ӶſǧңӰ
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˵ǵǼӶŵıˡҲȫԣûл.ƻúѿ
֮˵Ŀо֣ǵĻʵû׼ҲС
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£ⱾǴġķûûƤ˵

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֮ﲻζ˹ڣô˵̲סѵ½̿ϳ˼ױ׵ġ
ķһͣ˼صǹʻ
ʲôʣ
½Ҳп涨ͿԲءˣкôûҪʲôڣûôɵġ
лл㣡㲻֪Ҵӽ߽类ַҳδŮ֮١
ţ֪طòãҲۡķȴǼ֮ˣ򸴺󣡡
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ҴͺǿҹԴôҲ䲻ҵͷϰɡ֮Сطֶ̳Ҳҷ
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ţڲǣⲻǵԺߣȥ
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ķ㶼ϲӹһ仰ưƣβ趼˵͸ˡ룬˿϶Ҳǡ˱ĳʮ䣬Ҳϲ֮˵ġ
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֮ȻǱز١֮ĸסңھϧġķ㲻Ҳ֪˶ϲŪȥӦֺüڡ˲ڣҲ١
ķڷǰݣ֮Ȱ֪ܲǵķ𡣡
ķһԴǰҹŷ𾭺ˡ
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֪˲ǻķȻŮһЦԻһ£߸˳ʶҲá
˶ĿƵģֱ֮ҡͷԹܼҡ
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֮üһ˵־ܡ
ķ㵱Ȼֻ֪ԽüԽжȤζ㲻Ϲİɡ
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˼ȥˣȻеᣬ
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......ķǰ滹ЩߣòζˡȻķ
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ĸŲϲ񾲵ŮӣΪЩŮӺѽķ˾͵߷磬Ϊһ֪֮˼Զʵûҵķɫ
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ǲһģɰɹƣ͸ڡ
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Ķʱţʱ̫ݣ߰춼һһΪªܲһ˿ůŻᱻһĻ꼸²ˡġܽܺѣñǿˮ©ôһ𣬺ܲˡ
֮ǰþûˣԺ¿̵İľһ·ʱעǰ游ĸֱ壬ڴص˼ҡǴλڵļ䣬ͣĽźϡ
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ķˣʺǱ㣬ֵܣǸҵܵܲǡ
ܵܲǲĦ塣
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ķ㣡֮
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Ͻģ˴ǴɳóȥɷĪԶʥۣռ˺ͣ͢һ˷ԡ
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